I'm Yours...

Get myself sorted out finally... currently settled down with aunt. Driving to and back from work with my antique ferrari Honda. Things are fine so far... few adjustment needed... give me some time. Will see what else I can do and where about I'll end with... Not sure about as they mentioned of locating me to Cheras... will see how it goes and make up my mind later.

Thanks to all the concern shown. It's just my second week of life in KL already got a tonsil infection the first weekend. Get a 9.30am bus ticket but reach home at 1.45pm. Sigh... what a pathetic day, stuck in the bus adding on with the headache I got due to fever. Touched and moved by the concern phone calls especially mama's voice. Tears fill up my eyes... Never a caring person till I left and learned that you cared, because... I'm Yours and honestly I feel the same for all of you... Thank You!!! That's right... open up your heart and you'll find LOVE!!!

Have been playing this song over and over again lately and named it 'my song' at the moment...

Thanks for those who upload this clip.

Temporarily unattended

Never thought that, the waiting, silently turned into h&h situation and it's slowly creeping inside of me thus making me weaker day by day...

I've never been good at deciding all this while... really needed that shift, but at the mean time also realized that I need lots of courage to back that up. At times I hope that things will be as easy as typing on all this keys. I'm struggling each day, telling myself "just hit the shift button!" If is not okay there then just come back, what is there to lose anyway... is easy but yet so damn HARD!!!! What's that stopping me from making the tiny step forward? I can't deny and look away... I know, really do know... The comfort that I possessed; my house, room, bed, pillow, blanket, books, most importantly my family. I will miss them, I will. Definitely will still be back but it won't feel the same, because home is where the heart is. Though there are times when I do hope that far away I am from them... Really admire those who can just pack and leave, like Elizabeth Gilbert of Pray, Eat, Love on the search of reclaiming her life across Italy, India, and Bali. Still searching for the book, but just a review of her interview on Oprah show , I've include that book on my to read list.

If it is true that the message send to me ... "I'm a water boar that swims." then I do hope that I'll be able to swim or float through this part of my life and rested on a promising shore.

Finger cross. Pray hard i will.

Transition...

2008 creep in so quietly and before I realize, the first quarter is soon to end. Am hoping for a change and opting for chances and opportunites for better path but I've never been good at deciding. Therefore, today, I send an email to my MWEI advisor in hope that I could use some direction...

Happy Chinese New Year 2008!!!

Family gathering of past few years. Looking forward to this year's reunion...