For each reunion I had with my friends (those really long time no see one), they seems to be surprise when they came to know that I'm working as a kindergarten teacher. For sure, time will be spend feeding their curiosity regarding this decision of mine till at times I find myself having doubt in trusting ME, myself either ... "Are you really that great, that caring, that loving?" But I'll usually console myself ... never mind, don't bother what they said, whatever I do, I'm contributing to save humanity... as somebody quoted long time ago - " Never doubt the power of one person to change the world. Indeed it is the only thing that ever has..." (walau mimpi lagi jauh!!) How did I get myself into believing that, I, some day will stand and fight for humanity?!!
It actually gets into me when I'm in my final year of studies that I find myself started to feel insecure about my own future. I actually surf online to search for the answers to the insecure feelings of mine till I came across the article which I've posted long long ago. They called it the quarter-life crisis. It made me feel much comfortable about my fears, it's still there but just not that troublesome and disturbing anymore. I'm not sure about the others as I'm not that open in sharing what's in me and, like wise.
By then, I was introduce to many great philosophers under the course of Organizational Behaviour. It was taught by a charming lecturer, Ms. Ong whom I respect very much for all that she is. She is very much like one great philosopher that I admire very much- Maria Montessori.
Carried away by their charms, I then sign up for a diploma in Montessori Childhood Education to further understand the life, work, philosophy, achievements and many more stuffs of Montessori. And now, am working as a teacher to practice for what I've learned as well as to find out how true Montessori's findings are. I've not finished the course yet, the usual case, it takes time to complete the assignments when it's a corresponding course.
Trust me, I'm just so lazy to write the assignments even with all the passions I have...
This and today just match so well... again, it made me feel lazy...
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